My Angel

My angel
you left my side
and that day surely I died

Everytime I think about it
tears of grief fall from a well
of saddnes that reaches into hell

You left me unfinished
A ball of clay left on the table

You went after your dreams
But it's apparent I wasn't a part of them

When I get like this
I have to reach deep down inside myself
to find the strength to wipe my eyes.

I wish the earth would just suck me up
and make me part of its horrible mass.