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I am chemistry-obsessed and lesbian but not around my conservative friends
I wonder about theology atoms and strawberry yogurt on my fading porch
I hear furiously inspired brush strokes on your cheap excuse for canvas
I see that warm sensation of goldenrod on Sierra's bare shoulders
I want typicality packed in my suitcase so I can bring it along
I am chemistry-obsessed and lesbian but not around my conservative friends

I pretend that CNN safety pins and break-ups don't hurt
I feel the word as it rolls off your tongue can't you
I touch gentle chords that emanate from my stereo
I worry I won't afford life the price is so wrong for this girl
I cry for no reason sometimes I call it depression you call it fifteen
I am chemistry-obsessed and lesbian but not around my conservative friends

I understand I ought to put myself first and live damn it or so Ms. Marmo says
I say I'm atheist and hey not everybody likes that
I dream about animate emeralds I'm the rubies that walk on sidewalks
I try humoring my acquaintances it's kind of funny
I hope I can put my name up on the door and you can read without grammar
I am chemistry-obsessed and lesbian but not around my conservative friends